This is the diary...

i fell horrible right now... i am coupging my brains out i feel dizzy my nose is running i have a headache. tia hasnt been home for 5 days but i kinda like being the only child!! it might sound mean but its true exept sometimes i get lonely bcuz shes the one i talk to if none of my friends are home and now that shes not home im really bored. friday was sebastians birthday he turned 22. i was spose to go the movies yesterday but i was to sick to go. but on feb.4 me shawna chelsea and jamie are going to the movies i think it will be fun. not doin anyhting today obviouly bcuz im sick! i cant wait till im not sick anymore... i rather not be sick and go to school than be real sick and stay home from school. in school we got our pieces of paper that tells us wut classes we have next and me and chelsea have never been in a class together and we finally have a class together.. GYM! i hate gym. i dont care about running around but i hate the physical fitness things they are so dumb... but it will be better with chelsea there. i will update later



I AM SICK OF BEING SICK!!!

OMG...i am so exited but so sad at the same time....i cant wait for mid-winter break but i kno im not gonna be able to go to my cousins house. My cousin is my best friends in the whole wide world.... she knows everything about me... she knows more than my sister and chelsea and they both kno a lot about me. our plan was that sandi told me that devin wouldnt mind picking me up if my mom drove me half way bcuz my cousin lives in lancing so does her bf! but.... she hasnt asked devin if he could pick me up and i kno something is gonna go wrong and he wont be able to pick me up and if he cant i am seriously gonna CRY!!
my whole break is counting on her and devin to pick me up bcuz i already kno wut day i wanna go, wut 3 main outfits i wanna bring i kno everything and if i cant go i am gonna kill some1.... probably chelsea a. bcuz she will be the 1st person i see! well gettin sad thinkin about sandi so i am gonna move on about her. well i will update tomorrow!


oh but this ones for you chelsea......SQUEAKY!!!